is been a long time since i stop bloggin my feelin here...
n is been awhile tat i not use english to write my expression here...
but tis post is juz for u....
i thin is been 3 month tat we get to noe each other....
n everythin juz happen wit its fate n destiny...
i still remember whn the very 1st day we meet..
tat time,
we met at the camp by the get to know u session i thin...
although is not tat deep impression but is kind a fun tat slowly to get to noe each other back thr...
n wat giv me deep impression bout u is...
our obstacle session...
if im not mistaken is the 2nd part of it...
haha...
n thr we started our friendship...
(the details i wont story here)
^.^
seriously,
tat time was my 1st experience to experience to try everythin...
include the 5ft wall, the flyin fox, the rock climbin (although tat time was the scariest part ever)
the faith of jump,
the obstacle session,
the kayak...
every activities tat been try to do at thr...
n campin...
but we started to get close which is the last nite b4 we back to college the next mornin..
seriously,
tat time i wasnt thin much...
n happy tat can hv a gud start long chat wit u...
^.^
n slowly our story beginn...
but wat make me more relief n thankful which is...
you...
sum how i believe tat we able to meet wit each other is fate..
tat time
i was goin on the hard time...
if is without u
i will b sad for a moment of time
n slowly
i started to fall to u...
tat time is ...
able to feel the happiness...
feel joyful...
n tat time i was scare to do much thin...
but the time goes by
i started to realise tat...
em...
tis is the girl tat im searchin for...
tis is the girl tat i will hold on to...
tis is the girl tat i wan to giv her everythin tat i hv
tis is the girl tat i wanna care for her....
luv her n support her...
tis is the girl tat i wanna walk on wit..
tis is the girl tat i will workhard on everythin tat to make sure she get the happiness
tis is the girl tat i wan to luv her as much as i can....
tis is the girl tat i wanna take care of...
i noe tat i been tellin u tis things all the time but i juz hv to urge to write it out to let u noe...
i noe sumtime i juz gettin more n more ridiculous
i noe my lvl of jealousy is high...
i noe my temper lately is gettin worst
i noe i hv a lot of weakness...
but...
wat i can say is...
i never had tis kind of feelin whereby i wanted to stay wit a girl
tat much...
i always scare to lose u...
bcoz i try once tat i let a gud girl like u slipped away...
always get jealous n angry of u whn u n other boy havin a long conversation
o too close..
although u keep tellin me is nth...
is juz a fren....
but im still scare...
mayb is i dun hv enough faith in myself...
tis wasnt ur fault...
n i noe our condition now...
although is a bit different thn others
but as long as u is havin the same direction wit me...
im not scare...
bcoz i noe u will always beside me...
bcoz i noe whr to find u whn im depressed...
whn im lonely...
whn im facin a hard time...
dear,
i hv so much thin tat i wanted to accomplish it wit u...
i noe nt now but in the future...
the image of it is done wit u...
2day im quite happy...
is like everyday im havin a new experience
try a lot of things together wit u...
i hv lot of wishes
tat i wanted to complete wit u...
i noe is nt wise tat i say those words here..
but i juz wanted to say...
i love u
i wanted to hold ur hand n walk tis path together wit u forever...
i noe the words is nt trustable...
but tis is wat my feeling now...
is my expression towards u...
and lastly,
i wanna say thank you to u dear...
if my life now is without i dunno how m i goin to pass it...
if we din get to noe each other, i dunno wat m i goin to b....
i love u dear...
i will always love u...
i will always giv u all the best of wat im havin now...
i will giv all the love tat i hv now to u...
thx dear...
love you....
*dear lord,*
*hope tat we can walk on tis path together as long as we still hold on to each other...*
